Yes, it is five in the morning. Running barefoot at the beach is exhilarating. If I ever have sex, I think that I’d choose running over sex, but who knows, I could be making the worst claim ever. I realized again, (they should have a word for that .. RErealized .. it makes sense) that I take what I don’t want and want what I don’t have. I suppose most of the human population naturally feels this way once in their life, right? I guess. Why are we (I generalize myself into the broad spectrum of human beings, probably because I don’t want to feel alone in the guilty feeling that I am about to express, although I’m sure it is not entirely not applicable to most of “us”) unable to steadily appreciate the constant love that most of our parents express? It’s quite frustrating, actually. Goodness, and I don’t think it helps that my mother reminds me of this by saying that I won’t understand until I’m a parent myself. Well that sucks. What if my parents disappear by then?! I will only be able to understand and appreciate fully when they’re stripped away from me. I think that’s when I will ultimately understand. I think I need to dance with risk a little more. Anyway, I found a very interesting video today. Enjoy!
January 29, 2009 at 7:12 pm |
Hey, I never knew you had another blog! I really like your design better, but thanks for the compliment. Yeah it’s true that the internet is a great way to publicize, but I’d rather not have my personal life attached to a computer you know? I think I am going to make another myspace though pretty soon so I can put my music up. You should get a portfolio up online too, that would be awesome.
Oh, and I say we hang out sometime.